Yo bitches!

Blonde hair arrived yesterday afternoon…and y’know i’m rather liking it! Its not as blonde as it was last time i did it (it looks more sandy blonde). 

Hello! You’ve not seen my face for a few days so here you go…its not changed sadly.

I’m trying my best (and failing miserably) to be positive but the smile that was genuine at the beginning of last week has slowly become more & more fake as the days have gone on & there was a point a couple of days ago that i came close to cutting (i didn’t). Everything is beginning to become real & shit again & i’m not 100% sure how (or if) i’m going to be able to deal with the things that are going to be happening within the next few weeks/months. Hopefully i’ll be fine but right now even thinking about it is making me feel horrid. I will continue to be as positive as i can for as long as i can but its getting harder as each day passes.

Life goes on, as they say.

I’m sure i’ll be happier in a weeks time when i have things to look forward to :)

Feeling summery :D

I got a bit camera happy this afternoon. The sun was out, i was drinking alcohol and my dog was being perf :’)

I look terrible in these but LOOK AT THAT BUMP!

Cannot wait to meet Jacee-Rose <3

Here have my not so attractive face! I have felt really good today. Rachel noticed i’ve lost weight which made me feel better than i did already! :)

Hello :)

Today is a good day so far. Yay!

I felt good on Sunday. Better than i had in a while :)

Here, have my face…no seriously, take it away :’)

Today i felt better. Better about myself somewhat (i still really hate myself but that won’t change anytime soon) and i’ve been in a better more positive mood.

Today has been a good day! Here’s hoping days jut keep getting better and more positive.

(2/2) In order:

• Gina Beck - 25th July 2012.
• Rachel Tucker - 25th July 2012.
• Keri-Anne Payne - 3rd September 2012.
• Jemma Alexander - 28th April 2013.
• Nikki Davis-Jones - 28th April 2013.
• Kerry Ellis - 28th April 2013.